It got a little blurry<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I tried to squeeze my eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I saw bits of things I didn’t want<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Happy memories mixed with little lies<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I no longer want to think about the past<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m not the one I was at 14 years old<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not as careless, joyfull<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Different, distant, cold<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was it ever me or someone else?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do I even live this life?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wake up early, go to bed late<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I go to school and skate till five<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every day is the same but different<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m not sure what I want anymore<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not sure why this world keeps spinning<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not sure where I’m doing all this for<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I close my eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Scared of what I’ll see<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Don’t want to see things sharper<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Scared of what I’ll be<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But in the darkness that I’m in<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are little stripes of light<\/p>\n\n\n\n
They start small, unimportant<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But become more and more bright<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hope, faith and love<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Three things that I live for<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The things planted in my heart<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The things I feel deep in my core<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I slowly open my eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I know the light is still there<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I might not always see it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Might think it doesn’t really care<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But it guides me wherever I go<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It holds me up and keeps on giving<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tells me to be strong, to hold on<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Whispers that this life is worth living<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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It got a little blurry And I tried to squeeze my eyes I saw bits of things I didn’t want Happy memories mixed with little lies I no longer want to think about the past I’m not the one I was at 14 years old Not as careless, joyfull Different, distant, cold Was it ever […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":208,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gedichten"],"yoast_head":"\n